there are two sides of me. 1) I care. I care a...

there are two sides of me.

1) I care. I care a lot, about everyone and everything. I miss people so much and just don’t know how to express it. When I do reach out, When I do try to help, I don’t even get a response and it kills me. I’m vulnerable, and want people to know how much I truly care.

2) I’m a bitch. I shut down when I feel like i’ve done all I can. I push, I shove, I keep you away.